4th BABY!!!

We've been through a third of the year together. So here's to our fourth, and many more to come.

I know it is a difficult time for you, but you can do it if you believe, my warrior.

-Josh

P.S: I Love You, Kuukuukachoo!

It has been so busy lately, but thank the heavens I still have time for my little pony.

She was so sweet today with a little card that was diabetically sweet. As she turned to speak to Z after passing it to me, it slipped out of my fingers. I tried to hide it from view but she found out, which caused her to hit me on my chest.

But I love you so much, I even love you when you hit me on my chest, or the way you elbowed my temple yesterday night, and bumped my head afterwards, and I love you so much that I'd sacrifice my body for your tickles just because I know you love tickling me and it makes you happy, because I love- To make you happy. =)

-Josh

-best birthday ever.

This year's surprise took my completely off guard. Although Eunice did almost burst the bubble, but thankfully I didn't hear.
Thanks to my schoolmates, who took the time and effort to team with the girlfriend.
And thank you Pony Fe, for the amazing Zara bag that I LOVE, the surprise that was PERFECT, and the whole night spent sleeping in my arms, which was my favourite birthday present this year.

So cheers to being 20 years, and cheers to my favourite birthday ever. =)

I'd have photos up, but they are all on the old-school minolta SLR with black and white film.


-josh

Cuz we're cool like that.
It's been quite some time since I got back from Japan, but still I feel as if there's not enough time to spend with my baby girl. Yesterday rocked and sucked because- I had a wonderful time spent with her, but then we were abruptly woken up from our favourite nap time by the clock which chimed 11.55pm, causing the resultant panic and scamper to dial a taxi. (Where we hit the midnight charge anyway.)

After holiday sleepovers are my favourite, where we can do anything we like, eat yummy Indian dinners, cook odd looking breakfasts, and cuddle in each others' arms for more than 24 hours. I'm not sure if such long periods spent like that is a good thing or a bad thing because I only seem to miss you even more after you go back home. Like that story where that weird looking bearded man drank rum, but then he kept feeling thirsty the more he drank, so he took another, and another, and another.

School has started, and your A levels are coming. It promises to be hard, but if we take things step by step, and plough our way through, we always make it in the end.

I love you, and I love the many personas that you use on me, like the cute girl character, and the grumpy woman character and the lovey girlfriend character, and.. I might regret saying this, but the way you enjoy tickling me so much and always end up injuring me, like how you banged my head on the wall the other day, and tried to help me up but elbowed me in my nose while doing so.

You are so beautiful, I swear.

-josh
 

What started as an average autumn weekend in Tokyo, Shiro-Kanedai, ended up with me getting apprehended by not one, but sic police offers.
I walked along the serene streets of Meguro, taking in the fresh air, the beautiful sights, and the sounds of nature. As I turned into a corner, I noticed a photo shop. Without my digital camera at hand, old school sounded appropriate. I purchased a disposable camera for 800 yen and continued on my way.

Tokyo is an amazing place for photography. The electrical wires, huge crows and the vibrant colours make every shot a perfect piece of art. After about an hour of walking, I went to the nearby park to rest. As I sat, I noticed a huge spiders web towards my left. I watched it for a couple of minutes, hoping to catch some spidey action when 3 boys caught my attention. There they were, climbing a tall tree, like monkeys out of a zoo. I grabbed my disposable camera and started snapping away. I watched for a long while more as some kids undertook a rescue mission to save a poor locust stranded in the sand. Snap snap snap went my digital camera.

I waited for a while longer before I noticed a policeman walk his bicycle along the paths, speaking into his walkie talkie. He came up to me and asked if he could speak to me for a bit. In broken japanese, I signalled to him to have a seat next to me. Then he asked for my ID. So I thought, oh, he doesn't want to talk, it's probably a routine check.
He took my IC and went back to his bicycle to record my name and details. As he did so, another two police officers came over. I started getting nervous. Soon after, a total of six police offers surrounded my park bench, while curious onlookers watched. What seemed to be the head of the group questioned me about my camera.

"Shashin daijoubu desu ka?"
"Hai, daijoubu desu."

Is it alright to take pictures?
Yes it is alright, he replied.

I wondered why they surrounded me.
I tried to get more information out of them, but my limitations in Japanese did not allow it, though I did understand that a call was made to the police station.

Must be mistaken identity, I thought.

 

The questions got more fierce, and I was getting frustrated. So I called Jun.

I could hear Takahashi San yelling at the police officers over the phone. Takhashi then spoke to me saying, "Don't get into the policecar. We are 5 minutes away."
 

Five minutes later, Jun followed by Kazuko san ran towards me and asked the policeman what was the matter. Takahashi san came 30 secs later.
After speaking to the police officers, they bowed in apology, and offered me a handshake. I took it grudgingly, and walked away from them, not reuturning their bows.

I learned later that they locals thought I was local, and got nervous when they saw a lone male, with a camera at hand, in a childrens park, at 3pm in the afternoon.

Warui no keiken indeed.

And that sums up the most interesting of my days in Japan. Now it's back to school!

-josh
 

I am turning so Japanese.
I met these Taiwanese people at the lift lobby a while ago, and I swear, I couldn't speak Mandarin. It is possible that as of this holiday, my spoken Japanese is better than Madarin in many ways. Japan has been a rollercoaster of fun, excitement, emotional turmoil, misery, and want.

I like Japan, but I don't want to be in Japan. Instead, I want to be in the warm comfort of my favourite person in the whole wide world. The one who makes the stars shine so much brighter. Whom I upset occasionally, but will always love with all my heart for getting with her is the best event that has ever happened to me. It's amazing how you work- the way you will never upset me so deeply with dishonesty, or unfaithfulness. The little frustrations I have with you don't matter, for I truly deeply love you, and I know you love me with all your heart too. You amaze me to no end, and your cuteness makes me squeal in delight, and I always can't wait to hug you once again. I've been away for almost a week now, and it's just a few days till I come home. Unfortuately, I will not be able to spend the 3rd Month with you, but I do have a little surprise heading your way. =) 
(Are letters delivered on Sunday?)

So here is to you. My favourite pony. My sweetheart. Best thing, Best event, Best everything. My special. My love. My treasure.
My Felina.

I love you. Happy 3rd Month. (For on the 17th, I was squealing in delight, and the night before the 18th is just as important to me.)

Thanks for coming into my life, and making up for all the misery I've had.
I love you.

 

Can't wait to come back home- home where you are in my arms.

-josh
 

just 2 days and 1 night till I leave for Japan. I won't miss much in Singapore. And I don't desire to bring anything with me. With the exception of my baby pony, who I will call ever ynight, without fail. Even though it's going to be so expensive.

Another added reason to why I love you: You cut me on my lip while giving me a hug yesterday night.

=)

CMM Chalet was good. Love is in the air!

-josh

Josh: So where do watermelons grow?

Fe: They grow on trees!


-josh

because I know you don't like the world to bright.

Today was; good. That about sums up the day.

Evening spent with Sam, Anna and the Baby watching Funny People. Bits of it were funny, and it did have an inner meaning, but I felt the plot was rather linear. Furthermore, it was a little too draggy for my liking. Nonetheless, Friday night with the best and his girlfriend, and with my little pony did make this week a whole load better!

Can't wait for tomorrow, where you come home- where my heart is.

-josh

until the sun rises and every problem turns funny.

=)

KUUKUUKACHOO!

Three days working at the Beauty sale, I swear I could do a better job at organising. Paid peanuts for MCing, though I initially joined as a sales promoter.

The baby came over today at 1.30pm, where we slept so contently till 6. I love the naps I have with Fe. She is such  a sweet girl. =)

-josh

2.

Felina and I celebrated our second month with her sleeping over 2 nights in a row. What started with a movie marathon ended with her getting drunk at a party, and me spending $25 to pick her up at Opera when I was supposed to stay over at NYP.
But no regrets, because if $25 could give me an entire night spent with my baby, then I'd take that cab ride over and over again.

I love you Felina.

-josh

P.S: Kendo is goood.

Congratulations to Gabriel for getting gold through his hard work and focus in Kendo. And to the NYP juniors who certainly did impress me. Keep it up, you guys WILL go far.

It has been so long since I hit Ippon. But everyday, I find myself thinking about Kendo. Not a week has passed without me forgetting Kendo, and I think Ng-Tong Siow is about to be reunited. Let see what 3 months can do, to an injury that has hindered me for 1 and a half years. =)

-josh

P.S: GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR MATH BABY!!!

leaving Felina after an evening of time spent with each other. You won't believe how much I miss her just when I get into the lift.

BABY I MISS YOU OKAY!

Going to spectate the Kendo nationals tomorrow.

Love you all,
But love felina more.

=)

-josh

All the stress away.

A levels can really be frustrating, and I would take them for you if I could- but i'd probably fail Math.
Hang in there, take those babysteps, and before you know it, your prelims will be over.

I'm missing your hugs already!

=)

-josh

nothing short of amazing.

Happy times at home, followed by The Time Travellers Wife, and then an exciting trip to Ion where we planned my scheme to get new clothes. =)

"I think Zooey looks a little queer."
"Don't step on that man's mop!"
"Okay."
"Do you think she's a druggie?"
"No! He's not a druggie" (With conviction)


I loved today. Joshua is a happy kid. And I hope you are too!

-josh

I love the way Felina sounds when she just wakes up. So cute!

I love the way you called me at 4.30am, just because you wanted to.

=)

-josh

Dum Dum Dee Dum!

Last night at Baybeats was good, catching up with so many friends, and being at a gig with Fe. (Although we weren't with each other most of the time)
I like the way we have our separate lives, but still we incorporate each other into everything. I just saw her yesterday, but I have this sense of not enough time. You’re such a drug, I swear. A drug that fixes my flu and makes me all better. =)

The next week will be stressful dear, but you’ve done all you can. So don’t fret and just do your best. One step at a time sweetie! You’re only a part-time superhero you know! (When you’re with me)

This week promises to be packed with outings and such. Why oh why doesn’t it feel like a holiday yet???

-josh

Felina has a secret stash on empty PEZ sweet dispensers hidden in a compartment in her fridge. When asked why she puts it there, she replied, "Because I like them cold."

 

Tomorrow, she will be going PEZ hunting, as she calls it. That silly girl. I love you okay.

So the exams are over, and the holiday promises to be fun-filled. Met up with the best, with his girl, and my dear tonight. I suck at bowling. Anna won me.


Can't wait to see Fe tomorrow. MORE MORE MORE!

-josh